I just saw my grades today and I finally got back on the Dean's list with a 3.66 GPA this semester. Taking 5 classes and an internship took a lot out of me and now that it's all said and done and the writing's on the wall, I sit here contemplating....was it really all worth it??
I know that sounds ridiculous because i know there are a lot of people who wish they could go to school but Im just thinking of all the other stuff I sacrificed along the way, and that's what bothers me.
All this studying and time spent at the library really took me away from the things I love, my friend's, family, band, opportunities or just random shit like playing ball with the guys, making music, bike riding, or going jogging like how i used. I missed out on a lot and I regret not taking up on opportunities that I wish I could have back. Maybe I'm just too hard on myself, or maybe were just growing up and some priorities are overpowering others. Were gonna have to wear big boys clothes someday soon. Regardless, I am proud of my grades this semester, but I guess if anything, I could take what I learned this semester, which is time management.
It was definitely hard finding a balance between everything that was going on but at least now I have a way better sense of how to manage my time.
So was it all worth it??
I think so
R u sure??
Nope
1 comment:
i feel the same way! Dean's List doesn't mean anything to me anymore, it was cool the first few times but now i'm just... whatever.
it has come to that point where i'm starting not to care and i just want to live my life haha :T
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